Oh why don't you just happen!

posted by Mo(:

Ever watch a movie or television series when a person was said to be having a serious disease such as AIDS, meningitis, cancer, Osteosarcoma (damn you Gregory House!) . When they receive a letter explaining the situation, they simply tore it up or chuck it in the bin.

And that left me scolding them, "Dammit! Just open it!"

I really, really want to know whether the hero will die from cancer or have AIDS all thanks from his lover. "Why must you burn the letter? Whyyyyy?"

Okay wait a sec. What does all this got to do with Hanan?

Basically I'm waiting for my SPM results (which we all know is THE exam -.-"). There are lots and lots of speculations when is the actual date of the release. Tengku said it will be out on 1.3 , others said it's on the 16.3 instead.

Nevertheless, I've still got to wait until I'll lay my hand on the slip results, before I finally have some piece of mind. I hate that! I hate that! I want to know it now!

A part of me will feel too guilty for enjoying my holiday too much when my results aren't good enough. Vice versa, if I do get an excellent result, I would blame myself for not enjoying the holidays well. Hurray for internal conflict!

Darn it. Maybe I'm thinking too much. Maybe I should just sit back and enjoy my holidays.

Which leaves me to continue going all gaga over Dean Winchester.

Mo out.